Is it possible to be broken beyond repair?
The pit of my stomach's become a lump in my throat.
I can't swallow as the chills fill my body.
Is this forever? Am I forever?
I'd rather not be forever
Because it seems like the chasm in my heart
is growing, not shrinking.
I thought I had the anecdote, but I jumped that boat
Only to jump back in with more questions than answers,
More holes than patches.
Will I sink for eternity, knowing less the more I learn,
Making more but with less to earn?
Is it me that's broken, or the world around me?
Is it me that's sinking, or the world around me?
God we need a savior!